Wednesday, February 17, 2010

facing my own insecurity - FINALLY

so, FINALLY, i met him! FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY!!

i felt relieved. it feels good. i know the fact that we might not contact each other afterward, BUT the feeling of satisfaction after all the eager/afraid/insecure/whatever crap HILANG! disappeared! and it feels so DAMN GOOD and SATISFYING!

so, its all up to the nature and situation. i am neither hoping, happy nor sad for the future undertaking. i've done my job, i treat him nicely and i acted properly. so okaylah. enough for this first meeting.

and thanks woneng for being my angel for today :) I LOVE YOU A LOT!

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