recent updates - painting MOK'S house

i have many to tell. i constantly remind myself to update blogs and the ideas flows by. i stuck half way due to the hectic life I undergo for this period of time. i thought 3 month holidays means rest. it was the opposite. i am so very busy that i have to balance times among family, relatives and friends. alhamdullillah, i manage to stabilizes the ticking clock although the rush kicks in from one place to the other.

i will update slowly. the story however will mix up and wont be in accurate time. too many to even organized it well..

THE LAST TWO DAYS

i paint a house! penat.. VERY. i can't even explain it by words. i spread the painting everywhere up to my face. it's all muddy and my cloth covered well in pink. hehe guess why pink? we mostly coloured the house PINK. it was granny's idea :P besides, it is her house - for rent. though the painting agak mess up, tapi kira okayla.. semua nonprofessionals punyer kerja. i am still proud of the results though :) granny cooked us - nasi lemak and bihun goreng - for the two days of hard work. the best part, we got salary too! thanks granny..

the people behind the scene: myself, kaklong - cousin, amal - brother, granny.

the chairman of our little project - MOK

kaklong with her night ' kelawar' :D
we coloured ourself sampai malam

all ME - ainaa's touch. proud painter :P

introduce to you... messy painting by ainaa and amal

the last pictures of our two non-rest days.
kesian my little brother. sampai demam.

INNOCENT craving

innocent - i would do anything to get that back.

not that - knows things- is not cool. it's too spoil.

i need to keep track. redemption is what i endeavor but the world is to sinful to apply one.

seductions in every corner of each door. lust makes human weak. desirable keeps one soul high.

i am stone by those melodramatic drugs.

as any others, i demand the world to be explore. except, much exploitation cause pain don't u think?

if only i own her green mind.

holidays in sea turtle's land - part 1

aisha called.

she insisted to come to terengganu on holidays rather than following her JB friends to melacca for a farewell trip. her friend will fly to ausy. as part of me, of course i welcome her with full hand. so by now, i have to graph in papers where to head off. i wont make her bored while her stays here. foods satisfaction confirmed!

aisha is somewhat into the beach. she's in the right land with the right hand :)

the booking is done. she will put her feet into the sandy beach and turtle's land on June 21st-24th. i do plan to bring her to some island. perhentian or maybe redang. even a day trip, its something to be remember. i will invite her on a cruise. cruise? LOL it sounds so wrong. we call it -bot tambang- cheap. RM2 per trip.

i won't elaborates much on our destination. if i did, it won't be a thrill anymore. besides, i still need a story for the next blog.

happy newlyweds hafizah zahrom.

i told myself not to update any pictures. i need a time off and some privacy. since i promised kak jaja to tag her, i put one in FB so far. will update more later.

i reveal my dorky pictures, humbly. i give special excess to bloggers :)



its 6.06.2009. weddings were everywhere. we head off to her house around 7.30pm after we found the hall where the wedding should be already ended. kesian kak jaja have to entertain us after her long tiring day. special privilege been given to us- we got to see her room and lepak there. thanks kak jaja! she looks astonishingly beautiful too.

men with their shitty games

men are shitty. fullstop.

they are so many false hope out there.
until i find it bored having them around.
so bored, i can live without them.

terlalu ramai lelaki gatal sekarang.
laki org tp ada hati nk curang.
tunang orang tp ada hati nk scandal sana sini.
kekasih orang tp ada hati mengaku single.
single tp failed as a man, badly.
comfort zone? jauh sekali.
perangai mcm sial.
ada hati nk sentuh itu ini.

every penny of the statement, that is where i stand.
i give up fighting.
its tiring. damn tiring.
i am so jaded i can turn into lesbian anytime soon.
( its the metaphor talking )

yet, they still keep coming.
and its very hard to resist at times.
we are there when they are not.
they are there when we couldn't care less.

damnlah. can they let us live in peace?