holidays - too free to blog

a lazy and good day. very lazy to story.

a friend, mr sunshine called. we talked. i got crazy n mumbling. lol its good that he still entertain my insanity. thanks (he do not know this blog exist but silently, i greet his patience).

vin diesel.. ahh, i'm so into him. for the 1st time, i Google him up. to find his girl, a stunning model. and a baby? i never know he's officially a father of a baby girl. he's 41 too? owh damn, i always fall for old people. bad sign.
this reminds me of one occasion in klcc. this vin diesel look alike came approaching me yet i ran. to enlighten the story, he's english and yea, the 6 pax body figure! ahh.. what am i thinking? it is suck not to be bold enough. i should just wait when he smiled and ask me to stay. ainaa = declining luck.

i'm in terengganu for a long sem break. 2 month and a half. the place was incredible. relaxing, no jam, only peoples. good place to hit ur head off from the city. somehow, i found many friends, very proud of our hometown. i am flattered because i do too :)

full of love - very very PECULIAR

peculiar yet cant resist.

1) my ideal dream date, romantic and love blowing - to be at celine dion concert in las vegas, bebeh. celine dion songs and her strong voice gives me, mind and body blowing. i can get too in love with my partner at that moment. so, guess what happen next? that is for me to discover :P

2) i always love dancing. n to those who knows, no, this is not the dance i use to do. i would love to dance with my future man, brought away by soft songs (peculiar), dance as we are in cloud 9, flying. my brain tick tocking bye-bye songs from mariah carey. always my favorite, before, now and after.

3) i dont want an isle. i'm not going to visualize anything close to marriage. but i miss the feeling of missing someone. shit. not good. i miss love, although i don't know anything about it. shit, again, i'm not sober. a total drunken ass.

i have been ignoring this for ages. everytime it crossed, i would run. i wonder should i keep running..

4) to meet vin diesel. ahh, if only he could hug me, that would be like a star drops from heaven and punch me with the msg, "shut up! stop dreaming and go back to work"...

5) to babysit my little nephews again. i wont meet them for months so, it is peculiar now. i miss them and our 6 kisses.

6) venice. ahh, i want venice! riding on the boat, taking pics, having Italian men sitting besides me. it might be even greater if i drop onto them, accidentally ( if so) and they offer for a lift up. who would resist that? i know i wont. hehe

i wanna be in love again. did i just said that? see, its peculiar. very :P

shopaholic and babysitter.

have u ever lost something u like so much?

well, yea.. it happens to me, today.
no, its not human, it just closed to human.
my brand new cloth, i bought it for hundreds. i insist "S" at the back of hundred there.

i can take the fact, losing a favorite shirt. but we are talking about a shirt, the price tag is still attach, and a birthday gift i bought for myself, last year. the significant value is there. it hurts to lost such thing for own sake fault.

it's okay. there's always a next Bday. in return, i got many so called what-women-adores. mom bought it during her honeymoon with dad abroad. i earn it today, after hours waiting for their arrival from airport. what-women-adores are fashionable, according to mom. never blame her taste. she has a good touch, and even better with me in it.
ainaa, cocky, cocky. haha

after sum up, it cost much more than my own gift. karma. u''ll get what you'd lost. doesn't it sound so wrong? haha well, u get the idea right? :)

i am shopaholic. fullstop.
i shouldn't reveal details. but i have to say this since it worth the price. got favourite make up kit from bobby brown last week. very2 cheap. thats the advantage if u know inside people, especially make up artist.

moral of the story, always knows inside people :)


i babysit my two boys. heroes of the year. too cute, i could chew them! sometimes, can be very2 naughty. i still wunna chew them :P it's been a week and i'll be flying home tomorrow. am gonna miss babysitting them. a lot. i miss them already.

very low quality webcam picture. i look hideous. but this is the only i got while busying babysit them.

SHOPAHOLIC DAY

i went to see "confession of a shophaholic" with the girls. 5 of us, aisha, shu, sabrina, sam and me. it was indeed a fun day. and i ate, a LOTT. we have our dinner at WILLIAMS. so, as people who are familiar with such place, they will know how crazy the food can turn out to be. the portion was extremely HUGE. should go to the gym tomorrow.

the movie was good. i rate them as a 4 star movie. the feeling of having it as i watch the enchanted before. but that one, i rate it for 5 star! :P honestly, i love the movie and hate it at the same time. whats the most i loath? the feeling of wanting a "relationship". sgt benci and during those moments, i was flown away with the emotional part, with smiles in my face and excitement. hatred comes. I HATE BEING EMOTIONAL. how pathetic i sounded isnt it?

tomorrow, it is for gym and shoes for mooting! OMG, i disgust mooting so much! i am much oblidge and pleased, not to discuss about it, at all. yea.. need to change clothes at ZARA too. i really dont have any mood to try on clothes or to shop! *did i just say that? :O lol perhaps, i'll end up surveying at ZARA rather than exchanging it :)

its 7.43am. n i shall go to sleep now. i woke up at 6.30am for? i have no idea. lol goodnight overyone. i have class at 10am.

KL over TRG? nah.. yes to picnic :)

i'm in need to go home! like max. i got no hols.
my two other weekends will be, mooting sessions.
in other word, class! its hell lots of works to do.
i will do the list tonight.

i'm still in doubt, should i go back to trg or just stay in kl. hmm...
being home, there's nothing much i guess to do. indeed, trg is fun!
but... there are too much of workloads to settle up here.
sacrifice my time over job or go with my guts?
i have the feeling i will stay in kl n furnish all of the job or else,
i'll be home feeling unsettled.

will decide on it later.
got to go. have class tonight!

owh, yea.. ili called me just now.
she invite me to go picnic!
NO TRG now.
yes to bbq and swimming at sungai :)
its okay. i'll be back to trg, soon on april.

ILI'S BIG DAYS

i am chatting with ili now. i'm back here in my room and she's there somewhere in shah alam. home of course!

next week, i'm going to help ili on her weds preparation, our first stop, wedding gowns boutique.. it's going to be huge! well, i basically know how her family works. so yeah, i can't wait for that,
being her,

MAID OF HONOR :)

bad guys scent

as odd as it can be, i love bad guys.
as ugly as it may seems, i constantly involve with bad guys.
i'm not looking for them, they just haunts me.
buuuutt, i have good guys as friends instead.

i'm half naive and half decent.
i play dumb at times, and i am dumb most of the time :P
i was known as sweet person, by most people. a credit, ka-ching!

i should stop pretending...

to 'bad guys' out there, i'm still in love with u. but i'll fall in love with they who repents, over me, take me to the isle and marry me? hahaha as if it's might happen...