full of love - very very PECULIAR

peculiar yet cant resist.

1) my ideal dream date, romantic and love blowing - to be at celine dion concert in las vegas, bebeh. celine dion songs and her strong voice gives me, mind and body blowing. i can get too in love with my partner at that moment. so, guess what happen next? that is for me to discover :P

2) i always love dancing. n to those who knows, no, this is not the dance i use to do. i would love to dance with my future man, brought away by soft songs (peculiar), dance as we are in cloud 9, flying. my brain tick tocking bye-bye songs from mariah carey. always my favorite, before, now and after.

3) i dont want an isle. i'm not going to visualize anything close to marriage. but i miss the feeling of missing someone. shit. not good. i miss love, although i don't know anything about it. shit, again, i'm not sober. a total drunken ass.

i have been ignoring this for ages. everytime it crossed, i would run. i wonder should i keep running..

4) to meet vin diesel. ahh, if only he could hug me, that would be like a star drops from heaven and punch me with the msg, "shut up! stop dreaming and go back to work"...

5) to babysit my little nephews again. i wont meet them for months so, it is peculiar now. i miss them and our 6 kisses.

6) venice. ahh, i want venice! riding on the boat, taking pics, having Italian men sitting besides me. it might be even greater if i drop onto them, accidentally ( if so) and they offer for a lift up. who would resist that? i know i wont. hehe

i wanna be in love again. did i just said that? see, its peculiar. very :P