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more piggy comes and goes. and comes. bosan

no more piggies. end.
i'm not mad or even hurted. i'm just MALAS.

bunch of man who i malas nak entertain.
i think i better focus on something cooler and benefiting me.

1. gym?
2. studying?
3. family?
4. comfy friends?

5. flirting?
a close-distance flirt. we communicate and it stop there. day by day basis. jumpa, flirt and stop.
it goes on with different person each time. yes, it may not be fun to any of you, but to me it will be. why?

• no attachment.
  
• i will feel like a princess each time. with every of different person i meet

(simply becos men are known to act decent, friendly or good mula-mula je. to certain extend, u can see the jerk part he can't hide. true colour revealed. i dont want to know that part and entertain their insanity point. call me a diva or anything. entertaining them as in putting myself in a shaken glass. i dont need a shaken glass)

• fun!
• i need cute guys. if they are playboy, i couldnt care less. at least, i go out with eyes nicely cleared :P non-good looking guys (we considered them though they arent that cute, handsome etc) , perangai mcm SIAL jugak. so, which risk i should put into? cute guys who have bad reputation or ugly guys who can be the master of jerks? my answer is obvious :)
• i love to be mysterious. the lesser they know me, the better.
  
• no-feeling should be express. heart to heart thing dah getting nonsense to me.
• and again, PRINCESS treatment! i mention it twice showing how that feels so DAMN GOOD. the feeling is unexplainable. best word i could think, CLOUD 9. though it will only be seconds

flirting would be the last requirement. but it can be in the list, considering the occasion, mood and time. so far as for now, i feel normal. nothing to flirt. i would prefer the top 4 :)