Tuesday, August 25, 2009

ramadhan blessing - I SPOILED IT

i'm half naked. covering by towel. woops

yesterday wasn't that good. my heart ached. the reason was simple. breakfasting dinner with family's brother was canceled because i fell asleep. silly, silly! and i mourned, devastated imagining how the house would be with my nephews running around pretending as they kononnya fasting too. ramadhan reminds me so much of family. without family, i feel the absence of ramadhan's joy. what to do. i was the one who messed things up. i lost the mood to break fast later. luckily, my friends bought me foods so i reluctantly escape starving.