mcdreamy and my symbolic.

i cross some of this fine pics. check it out..


















this dresses looks
absolutely temptatious

i like chloe's back

my fav among all.

modest and very her..

yes, its CHLOE KARDASHIANS.
u guys must wonder, why this girl among all others i google up.
1st, i have a lot of spare time. 2nd, she represents me.

i am basically more to chloe. or may be would love to be close as her. she's witty, hardworking, rebellious, favor privacy, into herself (in a good way), a limelight shadows (simply because she likes it), and most important, SINGLE (when everybody keeps complaining, she's cool with it).

melancholically, her style too.

these, symbolize me. u can skip the workaholic part.

i google up PATRICK DEMPSEY as well. just to gratify myself.

tell me, how could i not fall for this guy..


the smiles, eye-catching. never fail to jeopardize me.

ahh.. this is nyum2

very much like a man next door :)

my mcsteamy

holidays - too free to blog

a lazy and good day. very lazy to story.

a friend, mr sunshine called. we talked. i got crazy n mumbling. lol its good that he still entertain my insanity. thanks (he do not know this blog exist but silently, i greet his patience).

vin diesel.. ahh, i'm so into him. for the 1st time, i Google him up. to find his girl, a stunning model. and a baby? i never know he's officially a father of a baby girl. he's 41 too? owh damn, i always fall for old people. bad sign.
this reminds me of one occasion in klcc. this vin diesel look alike came approaching me yet i ran. to enlighten the story, he's english and yea, the 6 pax body figure! ahh.. what am i thinking? it is suck not to be bold enough. i should just wait when he smiled and ask me to stay. ainaa = declining luck.

i'm in terengganu for a long sem break. 2 month and a half. the place was incredible. relaxing, no jam, only peoples. good place to hit ur head off from the city. somehow, i found many friends, very proud of our hometown. i am flattered because i do too :)

full of love - very very PECULIAR

peculiar yet cant resist.

1) my ideal dream date, romantic and love blowing - to be at celine dion concert in las vegas, bebeh. celine dion songs and her strong voice gives me, mind and body blowing. i can get too in love with my partner at that moment. so, guess what happen next? that is for me to discover :P

2) i always love dancing. n to those who knows, no, this is not the dance i use to do. i would love to dance with my future man, brought away by soft songs (peculiar), dance as we are in cloud 9, flying. my brain tick tocking bye-bye songs from mariah carey. always my favorite, before, now and after.

3) i dont want an isle. i'm not going to visualize anything close to marriage. but i miss the feeling of missing someone. shit. not good. i miss love, although i don't know anything about it. shit, again, i'm not sober. a total drunken ass.

i have been ignoring this for ages. everytime it crossed, i would run. i wonder should i keep running..

4) to meet vin diesel. ahh, if only he could hug me, that would be like a star drops from heaven and punch me with the msg, "shut up! stop dreaming and go back to work"...

5) to babysit my little nephews again. i wont meet them for months so, it is peculiar now. i miss them and our 6 kisses.

6) venice. ahh, i want venice! riding on the boat, taking pics, having Italian men sitting besides me. it might be even greater if i drop onto them, accidentally ( if so) and they offer for a lift up. who would resist that? i know i wont. hehe

i wanna be in love again. did i just said that? see, its peculiar. very :P

shopaholic and babysitter.

have u ever lost something u like so much?

well, yea.. it happens to me, today.
no, its not human, it just closed to human.
my brand new cloth, i bought it for hundreds. i insist "S" at the back of hundred there.

i can take the fact, losing a favorite shirt. but we are talking about a shirt, the price tag is still attach, and a birthday gift i bought for myself, last year. the significant value is there. it hurts to lost such thing for own sake fault.

it's okay. there's always a next Bday. in return, i got many so called what-women-adores. mom bought it during her honeymoon with dad abroad. i earn it today, after hours waiting for their arrival from airport. what-women-adores are fashionable, according to mom. never blame her taste. she has a good touch, and even better with me in it.
ainaa, cocky, cocky. haha

after sum up, it cost much more than my own gift. karma. u''ll get what you'd lost. doesn't it sound so wrong? haha well, u get the idea right? :)

i am shopaholic. fullstop.
i shouldn't reveal details. but i have to say this since it worth the price. got favourite make up kit from bobby brown last week. very2 cheap. thats the advantage if u know inside people, especially make up artist.

moral of the story, always knows inside people :)


i babysit my two boys. heroes of the year. too cute, i could chew them! sometimes, can be very2 naughty. i still wunna chew them :P it's been a week and i'll be flying home tomorrow. am gonna miss babysitting them. a lot. i miss them already.

very low quality webcam picture. i look hideous. but this is the only i got while busying babysit them.