i've been kissed.
it was sweet but not that flattering.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
a song of me
BE WITH YOU - AKON
i listen to this song everyday. as if i'm addicted by it. no matter i'm in the mood to dance, being moody, cranky or getting sad, i can't help but to get high. its my tune of boredom-comforting.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Monday, August 31, 2009
cupid love
1ST AUGUST 2009 - diary
i can't never understand love. as much as i want to. nor want to find the logic now. i denied i need one without knowing i searched love in silence.
love is unknown to me. period.
i have not expressing feelings lately.
i had fever. i suffered. there and then, i knew i require someone. i miss love - clueless of how it suppose to feel.
but i loath the jerks so i stop being intimate.
i can't never understand love. as much as i want to. nor want to find the logic now. i denied i need one without knowing i searched love in silence.
love is unknown to me. period.
i have not expressing feelings lately.
i had fever. i suffered. there and then, i knew i require someone. i miss love - clueless of how it suppose to feel.
but i loath the jerks so i stop being intimate.
i prefer obscene
12 JUNE 2009 - diary
i need to blog. for unknown reason.
i miss mr sunshine. becos? he's POYO.
yes, i love someone with sense of humor.
i miss mr puppy. why? since he's my best girlfriend.
who can make myself feels true.
i can tell my darkest secrets and i know he can keep it well.
proof? simple. he was the devil. playing with sins once.
we can talk kinky without being horny and laugh about it later.
yes, we did. surprise kan? :P
they are the ingredients who complete the dishes.
good friends who i can counts on.
i like them.
i don't share that much to people.
most of the time, i don't feel like one.
at times, i still don't share much.
i blog.
this blog to my surprised known by some people already.
some i never expected.
i try to keep it very2 obscene.
so it'll be easy to bitch about people.
so i can share my darkest moments.
so, i can be dumb and not to be ashamed of it.
so i can be boring without peoples bitching.
i suppose that part, will stay in draft for the time-being.
i need to blog. for unknown reason.
i miss mr sunshine. becos? he's POYO.
yes, i love someone with sense of humor.
i miss mr puppy. why? since he's my best girlfriend.
who can make myself feels true.
i can tell my darkest secrets and i know he can keep it well.
proof? simple. he was the devil. playing with sins once.
we can talk kinky without being horny and laugh about it later.
yes, we did. surprise kan? :P
they are the ingredients who complete the dishes.
good friends who i can counts on.
i like them.
i don't share that much to people.
most of the time, i don't feel like one.
at times, i still don't share much.
i blog.
this blog to my surprised known by some people already.
some i never expected.
i try to keep it very2 obscene.
so it'll be easy to bitch about people.
so i can share my darkest moments.
so, i can be dumb and not to be ashamed of it.
so i can be boring without peoples bitching.
i suppose that part, will stay in draft for the time-being.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
ramadhan blessing - I SPOILED IT
i'm half naked. covering by towel. woops
yesterday wasn't that good. my heart ached. the reason was simple. breakfasting dinner with family's brother was canceled because i fell asleep. silly, silly! and i mourned, devastated imagining how the house would be with my nephews running around pretending as they kononnya fasting too. ramadhan reminds me so much of family. without family, i feel the absence of ramadhan's joy. what to do. i was the one who messed things up. i lost the mood to break fast later. luckily, my friends bought me foods so i reluctantly escape starving.
yesterday wasn't that good. my heart ached. the reason was simple. breakfasting dinner with family's brother was canceled because i fell asleep. silly, silly! and i mourned, devastated imagining how the house would be with my nephews running around pretending as they kononnya fasting too. ramadhan reminds me so much of family. without family, i feel the absence of ramadhan's joy. what to do. i was the one who messed things up. i lost the mood to break fast later. luckily, my friends bought me foods so i reluctantly escape starving.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
why i should go to the gym
tomorrow the last day - eating
its fasting month starting saturday. and i still haven't touch the gym.
i plan to work out during ramadhan.
possibly at night.
if only my education do not requires me that much.
why i do gym?
simple.
- to have a figure as drew barrymore and a leg like rihanna.
- to look freaking HOTTSZ :P nolah, cantik would be just nice.
- fashion is what i am passionate on. to certain limits - i'm addicted.
reducing some pounds gives me varieties of clothes to wear,
without being insecure.
- simply to forget certain things.
- stress treatment
- to feel as i'm still in the zone of being with the crowd, socializing.
despite the busyness
- so that when i'm in a date or being match-make, i would be flirtatious
enough to show off. haha does that counts? :P
that explains few
its fasting month starting saturday. and i still haven't touch the gym.
i plan to work out during ramadhan.
possibly at night.
if only my education do not requires me that much.
why i do gym?
simple.
- to have a figure as drew barrymore and a leg like rihanna.
- to look freaking HOTTSZ :P nolah, cantik would be just nice.
- fashion is what i am passionate on. to certain limits - i'm addicted.
reducing some pounds gives me varieties of clothes to wear,
without being insecure.
- simply to forget certain things.
- stress treatment
- to feel as i'm still in the zone of being with the crowd, socializing.
despite the busyness
- so that when i'm in a date or being match-make, i would be flirtatious
enough to show off. haha does that counts? :P
that explains few
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