possible but rare!

i started to have liking over this one guy. he's cute, love to decorate houses and love to eat at parent's house. which shows that he has good bonding with the parents. one criteria i really like in a man. n clean! hehe i know we won't go further. he has this life contradict with mine. we are different people basically. but it is okayy.. guys will come and goes. so as him. i'm being those girl again, mixing around, go everywhere and haven't got a clue whats my future man will be like. i started from zero once more n this is good. why?? because i got over the lame process of heartbroken :)

i ask mom yesterday when can i get a car. she smiled n said, 'tunggulah...' i ask for the new honda city. i guess the price is around 85-90k. i'm in love with the car! my twinx sister msg me, she already booked the car. n it cost almost RM 1k per month. i was indeed shocked. it is a lot. it's my shopping spree per month! or two? hehe but she willingly sacrificed her 1k for shopping into her new baby, honda city. and she paid it herself. i can't wait to have my own baby (a car of my own).

don't crossed me! grrrrrr

i dont like the last conversation i had. someone ask me whether i'm a virgin or not and how far i've been in a relationship. he even offered me snogging as a birthday gift. i called him "virgin mary" by the way. sarcastically! haha

i may be an open person but i implement rules that there are things which should not be told and crossed. he crossed it! though i responded to him nicely, in manner but i choose to be frozenly cold in his every question. only few who have that access and sorry to say, he is just not the one! wooppsss

Its new year!!!!!!!!!

i'm in my apartment now in puchong with aisha. we have an extraordinary blast night today.

me, together with 3 other girls, and i think i should mention this, all of them accompanied by their boyfriends and i'm the only girl who entitled the single status! hehe we were surrounded by our bonzers of the night, can u believe it, 13 men! we played bubbles! I've been badly sprayed, we have our countdown at the curve in the middle of the street fulfilled with thousands of strangers. the spray part was ausumn! i enjoyed every minutes of it. and yes, the fireworks! how can i forget that. its above me, for the first time! :) i totally in love. i doesn't really need any hot music and a dance to do. only having people who are so comforting, fun and funny makes the event goes wildly fun. this is exactly what i feel, in between on 31st December 2008 and 1 January 2009. i should say thanks to Aisha for this.

2008:

1) i feel blessed with bestfriends around. i shouldn't say names because the counting wont stop. hehe but they are always there, in whatever circumstances i may be.

2) my dad bought me new netbook, samsung LCD 19inc and some gadget for my new lappy. at first, i'm totally rejecting to buy the netbook because it is small and for me, cheap. however, after some surveying, i found it reasonable with the price. although my netbook is small but i like it. it's convenient. i can go anywhere with it. besides, my dad, mom and my brother seems to be in love with it. so, i'll go with their choice. it might be good following what they like once in a while. not to say i'm stubborn whatsoever :P it just feels good not to complaint.

3) bought the book "men are from mars, women are from venus" by john gray. i have no idea, why the hell I'm buying this. new resolution of 2009, i suppose. hehe i guess, it is okay to understand men once in a while on how they are functioning.

4) dad bought mom jeweleries at Habib Jewels. yeay! i'm so happy! i'll consider it as a gift for my mom, for their 30th anniversary this 2009 :) price? shhh.. hehe so to speak, i can't afford to buy it even after a year working.

5) my dad also bought us ticket to Jakarta for 2009! i cant wait to go there. but what makes me feel happy the most, my parents will first have their honeymoon early 2009 with my aunts and uncles.

i have to say, the end of 2008 give me a warmth feelings of bless. i have the best parents in the universe, n yes, a new nephew too, Eshan Daniel Edmizi! i really hope the end of 2008 will be a turning point for all good things to come in 2009. insyaallah..

terengganu's stun

i have a male bestfriend. and we r getting apart. i dont know whose fault is it, either me or him. but i miss his presence. he was there at all times. he is still there, however, unseen. i miss the old him.

i have fun the last two days. my bestfriend, ida, came by for a visit with her friend. i introduce them to mama and papa. we do sleepover and ida hug me. its been so long since i get a sleeping hug. it feels so good! :) i brought them to see my grandma too. granny do gave them tips of having a good husband. lol well, me? as usual, i make myself deaf :P
we went to "masjid kristal" later, cycling at taman tamadun islam park. we took pictures. it was ausumn. 21 replica of mosque, which still exist and become part of islam's history. In my life, i've never know the world owns many magnificent mosque. i must admit, i'm impressed.

today, the triple so called sisters, kaklong, mariana and me were having our favourite seafood meal called "ikan celup tepung". it stated really near to terengganu's airport. it tasted so good! hehe i miss eating with them. its been so long..

yes, my dad are with me now, controlling the portion of food i gotta eat. i am gaining weight :( gosh, i hate food!

a day get away

again. i didnt sleep at all. i know, it's really unhealthy. i'm having tortoise ( according to irda. hehe) paper today. n it sucks like hell. i don't even wunna think about it. its really beyond unreasonable doubt.

i'm going shopping with ili today! hooray.. or ask ili for a movie too? so i can sleep inside. hehe vry sleepy... n yes, we r going for planet hollywood tonight. crossfingers. i really wunna relax a bit n chill for live band or some light songs. the exam makes things becoming stressful day by day. to this extend, i must admit i can't absorb anymore books.
later tonight, we're going to do sleepover at ili's house . happy! :) it's really a get away thingy. n i can do some usual stupid funny girly stuff with her again. rinduuu... i wish shahida can join us. pray she'll finish her work early.

assignments v bestfriends

I didn't sleep yet.it is 2.54am now.i have 68 pages case to read..sigh.can i skip this for a day.n the answer absolutely a NO.:(

I'm dreadfully sleepy.i ate 2 chocolates,drink 7 up and some bread from Auntie's Anne.i'll be fasting tomorrow btw..chocolates is a no2 for me.today,for unstated reason,i need it,after months.


My roommates have found her Mr Man.:)I'm happy for her though.there's part of me said,i'll be the last to get married.n yes,i can be my bestest2 friends bridesmaid for many2 times!yea..thats the best part of being single.;)

Talk to momsy today.delightful but cant focus.i am winding by workloads.

feeling unoccupied

i'm feeling a little bit dizzy now.perhaps due to shisha.my 1st time trying it.i am very jakun.haha..honestly,it is nothing.i don't think I'll be addicted by it.i went there with iqie and teddy..as weird as it can be,teddy loves gossiping me with iqie.iqie on the other hand loves to smile without responding to my act.it makes me wonder what in his mind.

i am single.non occupied by any man yet.i dont have problem with that.really.as odd as it can be,yes,i'm used to being,SINGLE.when i'm in fact do not need guys to talk and flirts with.though they comes at times.but that was it.nothing continuous.no man manage to makes me interested in flirting.i'm a solid beautiful stone.people assume I'll be easy to flirts.which i admit it.but no man manage to own me.somehow,i am proud of it.but there are times,it might as well,eat my chances.well..i choose to take it.

i didn't go to gym today.i was too sleepy and exhausted.so,i decide to exercise on my bed and fatting my ass.lol.it's ok.I'll go another times.